i am 26, virgin, female christian and i have tried everything to get what i want, i want a man and to get married…i done christian dating sites, church, choir, voluntary work, 18-30’s bible classes and parties…i am so sick of living at home with my parents i cannot afford to move out (im from the uk) rent is like £400-£600 a month thats about $850-12500 for those in usa…i only get paid about £650 a month working mon-fri 9am-5:45pm saturdays 9am-12:45pm i have applied for other jobs but haven’t got them..i do have a degree from university (college for usa) so sick and tired i am mentally abused at home by my step dad and my mates have all oved away with their boyfriends (of course it works out for them!) i am just so depressed now that all i do is work, come home. watch tv/internet at night and go to church on a sunday…so jealous of everyone else going travelling and having friends..i have tried it all…going back to bed now its saturday 3pm…depressed as hell
i have also tried college night courses i love to sing and did a course,…so expensive tho plus to tired after my whole day at work….i live in a small roman village and have to drive everywhere…but as said b4 to depressed to get myself out of this mess (not allowed counselling family won;t let me and don’t want it on my medical records) so weak and worn down
i only have 1 friend now but she will not move out of home coz her dad died and she feels bad leaving her mum on her own…..if i move out it wud have to be with total strangers and i will noit do that…everything in life is set up against me…so fed up opportunities happen for everyone else..but me